Let's get wasted

So I know

Wed, 08 Dec 2010 18:17:24 -0500

This must be getting old…but a new blog.

I am deleting all others and I shall stick with this one.

I will try and keep following everyone I am currently following over there.

kaitlinpayne: hennnypotter: crackedpolystyrene: so after...

Tue, 07 Dec 2010 11:54:15 -0500

hennnypotter:

crackedpolystyrene:

so after talking to my good friend, and explaining my situation to her, she suggested setting up a paypal account for donations.

i normally wouldn’t do this, i hate asking for help, but i’m in a bind. my power bill is so far behind because my mother wouldn’t help me with it before i moved. now its in danger of being shut off if i don’t pay at least $500 by december 15th.

as many of you know, i have a small child, aiden. so i really don’t know how i’m going to get the whole amount to pay it by then. i’ve worried myself into panic attacks thinking about it.

i’ve thought about this for the past week, debating doing this or not. it’s hard for me to ask for help. so this is my last option. if any of you could donate anything, even just $1, i’d be so appreciative. i’ve seen the good that tumblr can do, you guys are all such amazing people. i don’t know what else to do.

here is the donate link if you feel like it:

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=P6ZXERY5DG5BN

(there’s also a donate button at the bottom of my page.)

i know you don’t know her, and i know i don’t really know her. but the little i do, i’ve adored for over a year. nikki is one of the first people i started following on tumblr. she is my og baby. she is good, sweet people. and she needs some help. you don’t have to. i understand many of you can’t. many of you are maybe in the same situation. struggling to get by, paycheck to paycheck. times are tight. i myself am making most my christmas gifts and recently had to put off a trip to nyc. insufficient funds. but i have ten dollars. if you can afford a dollar or five. it’s not money. it’s help. it’s strangers helping strangers. tumblrs helping tumblrs. if you can do it, please do it. if you can’t, pass it to someone who can? i think it takes A LOT to as for help. it sure as fuck takes a lot more than five dollars. help nikki here <3

if each of you donated just one dollar. you don’t even know.

I was going to get one of those new mocha caramel coffees from McDonalds today, instead I did this. I donated three bucks and made my own coffee. Seriously you guys, struggling with money around the holidays when you have a little one is the worst feeling in the world. This is the first year since having Scarlet that we haven’t been in a situation like this and I’m so grateful for that fact. Just give a buck or two if you can.

Always

Day 3: A picture of you in the snow.

Fri, 03 Dec 2010 17:07:19 -0500

Grr, I have only been in the snow once when I was about seven or eight and I haven’t the slightest idea where those photos are now

Andy’s Cake hehe :) I am caring for baby Ben today and he...

Fri, 03 Dec 2010 16:39:03 -0500

Andy’s Cake hehe :)

I am caring for baby Ben today and he has a cold! Andy wakes up and guess what…he also has a cold. So, I am caring for the boys today :)

Day 2: Send a letter to Santa/ what’s on your Christmas list?

Thu, 02 Dec 2010 16:40:02 -0500

Dear Santa,

This year all I want is to be warm and cozy with Andy while all the kiddos open up their gifts. I want them to love everything we picked out for them.

I woke up achey and sick :( but I have left over cake from my...

Thu, 02 Dec 2010 13:13:57 -0500

I woke up achey and sick :( but I have left over cake from my honeys birthday :)

Day 1: A photo of you last Christmas My first Christmas with...

Wed, 01 Dec 2010 15:06:00 -0500

Day 1: A photo of you last Christmas

My first Christmas with Andy…it was the shiz. Even though it took me about an hour to open up that present baha

Mommie Maddness: 25 Days til Christmas

Wed, 01 Dec 2010 15:02:38 -0500

Mommie Maddness: 25 Days til Christmas:

khaoticbeauty:

~~Day 1: A photo of you last Christmas.~~
Day 2: Send a letter to Santa/ what’s on your Christmas list?
Day 3: A picture of you in the snow.
Day 4: What 3 things come to mind when you think Christmas.
Day 5: Favorite Candy Cane Flavor.
Day 6: Which one of Santa’s reindeer is your favorite?
Day…

To my love It is your birthday today! and boy am I glad that...

Wed, 01 Dec 2010 13:53:01 -0500

To my love

It is your birthday today! and boy am I glad that you are with me another year. You deserve everything this world has to offer. Such a kind and loving man you always are, you are perfectly mine. Thank you for being so incredibly patient with me, I know I can be a handful but I know and I believe that God himself appointed you to me to save me from myself. Thank you for working your butt off five days a week for me, thank you for never ever giving up and always loving me with your whole heart.

Happy Birthday Andy! I Love You.

I am not having such a great day. Tomorrow is Andy’s...

Tue, 30 Nov 2010 17:12:37 -0500

I am not having such a great day. Tomorrow is Andy’s birthday so I am having some fun getting everything together, but me myself am not feeling too great today. It’s a bit scary being able to see my depression coming at me about to hit me but I can’t do much about it.

Marcus helps :)

onefleweastoneflewwest: thingsicantfuckinghave

Mon, 29 Nov 2010 02:18:56 -0500

onefleweastoneflewwest:

thingsicantfuckinghave

LOVE. Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

Thu, 25 Nov 2010 14:14:00 -0500

LOVE.

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

Feelin’ Grateful! I am oh-so-thankful for these two...

Thu, 25 Nov 2010 12:55:00 -0500

Feelin’ Grateful!

I am oh-so-thankful for these two people. My husband Andy and sister Heppy. They are a blessing to my life and we’re gonna get our Thanksgivin’ on today!

Goofy Goobers

Fri, 19 Nov 2010 14:45:19 -0500

Goofy Goobers

Listening

Thu, 18 Nov 2010 23:41:53 -0500

Listening

It’s crunch time! My loves birthday is in two weeks which...

Thu, 18 Nov 2010 16:08:53 -0500

It’s crunch time! My loves birthday is in two weeks which means the beginning of it all :D I have start getting everything together and this is always the hardest part because I have to sneak around and yours truly here isn’t the best of liars…but I am doing ok so far :)

Eunice and Benjamin

Wed, 17 Nov 2010 14:22:26 -0500

Eunice and Benjamin

:)

Tue, 16 Nov 2010 23:10:57 -0500

Hands down my favorite nephew… :D

Tue, 16 Nov 2010 21:19:33 -0500

Hands down my favorite nephew… :D

My niece Roseann gave me this, No words.

Mon, 15 Nov 2010 20:08:58 -0500

My niece Roseann gave me this,

No words.